Cold from Hell

I took a break because my brain hurt, my eyes were bugging and my tummy was angry. It all started on Friday when I officially called it break day, a break from watching everything that goes into my mouth, a break from working out. That break turned into a bit of a vacation from the world. My brain wanted to explode from my head, and the only way I knew to calm the monster from within was to take a break from everything.

Friday I ate a little bit of everything, chocolate, chips..it was so glorious to eat whatever. Did I really want it? hard to say, it was more because I had it in my head it was break day so I could eat it. My allowance of eating whatever took to it's true value and I truly ate whatever, my mentality became so "whatever" it carried over to not caring if I worked out or not. I am still questioning if I want to go to the gym at lunch because I'm still recovering from my feeling like crap both mentally and physically. The little voice in my head reminds me I can work out at home. I would really like to workout at home. I would REALLY REALLY like that.

On a positive note. My jewelry business is making a come back from the grave. That's right, I have a small hobby in jewelry making. I was making so many pieces and loving the experience but it quickly went to the backburner when I lost my creative juices. The metal I was using was not the best, the beads I had bought were no longer sufficient, my work space was a little trunk that I used to work on with my mannequin and a couch that broke my back. I need order in my space! a good chair, a table that I can work on and an order of metals and beads that I am confident are the best of the best.

I have a problem with creating pieces when my mind is not in the right space. I don't like selling my pieces when I am in a negative space. So I am taking a break from creating pieces and working on myself and creating order with my business, my space is not negative but scattered at the moment. I will post some pictures of my new pieces when I get back into my creative flow. If you are interested in seeing the pieces I've created thus far, please stop by my facebook page 2dash3.

Here is a picture of one of my favorite pieces I created. I gave it to my mother for her birthday.

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This is a copper wood necklace. Some of the beads were from the first necklace I bought at the bead store I worked at. This job inspired me to create pieces of jewelry.